Rabu, 30 Mei 2012

lady antebellum all we'd ever need lyric and video


Boy it's been all this time
And I can't get you off my mind
And nobody knows it but me

I stare at your photograph
Still sleep in the shirt you left
And nobody knows it but me

Everyday I wipe my tears away
So many nights I've prayed for you to say

[Chorus]
I should've been chasing you
I should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should've said all the things that I kept inside of me
And maybe I could've made you believe
That what we had was all we'd ever need

My friends think I'm moving on
But the truth is I'm not that strong
And nobody knows it but me

And I've kept all the words you said
In a box underneath my bed
And nobody knows it but me

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow
But the truth is that I've been screaming out

[Repeat Chorus]

I should've been chasing you
You should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
Oh you should've said all the things
That I kept inside of me
And maybe you could've made me believe
That what we had girl
Oh that what we had, what we had
It was all we'd ever need
It was all we'd ever need

conversation

di suatu siang di kala perut kelaparan di depan toilet wanita di kala kebelet pipis menyerang......

wanita 1: "eh dinda"
wanita 2: "hai"
*sebagian percakapan basa-basi lupa*
wanita 1: "din, gimana masih jomblo aja?"
wanita 2: "hehehehe...." >>>> berusaha tegar (T▽T) 
wanita 1: "ciyeee yang bentar lagi mau jadian?"
wanita 2: "O_o apa? kata siapa?"
wanita 1: "loh kan ada si akang akang itu kan? ih gua mah heran da tl gua teh dulu rame banget sama mention2an elu, tapi sekarang kok ga pernah liat lagi ya?"
wanita 2: "eh itu... eng...."
wanita 1: "kenapa? jangan bilang galau lagi..."
wanita 2: "eheheheeee....."
wanita 1: "lu mah kebiasaan din udah deket malah ga jadi, padahal gua tadinya udah mau bikin syukuran kalo lu jadian, kirain selangkah lagi" >>> muka kecewa ƪ(‾ε‾“)ʃ
wanita 2: "yasudahlah..."
wanita 1: "kenapa emang? cerita atuh..."
wanita 2: *cerita express* "bla bla bla bla..."
wanita 1: "sabar ya din, cepet move on gih bentar lagi bulan juli, mau 17 tahun masih ga punya pacar? hahahaha" >>> ketawa nusuk (╥ ﹏╥)


*bel masuk* *gak sempet makan* *gak sempet pipis* (*,_,)ノ⌒●~* LEMPAR BOM!!

-SEKIAN-

Jumat, 18 Mei 2012

I'm Just Tired Of Being Tired

i'm tired of crying
i'm tired of yelling
i'm tired of being sad
i'm tired of pretending
i'm tired of being alone
i'm tired of being angry
i'm tired of feeling crazy
i'm tired of feeling stuck
i'm tired of needing help
i'm tired of remembering
i'm tired of missing things
i'm tired of being different
i'm tired of missing people 
i'm tired of feeling worthless
i'm tired of feeling empty inside
i'm tired of not being able to just let go
i'm tired of wishing i could start all over
i'm tired of dreaming of a life i will never have
but most of all, i'm just tired of being tired

that's how it usually goes, right?


you meet someone
you two get close
it's all great for awhile
then someone stops trying
talk less
awkward conversation
no communication
memories start to fade
then that person you know becomes that person you KNEW
that's how it usually goes, right?
sad, isn't it?

Kamis, 17 Mei 2012

Please, Don't Get Tired Of Me

it happens everytime. people lose interest in me.
they get tired of me. suddenly, they don't bother hitting me up anymore. the conversations become shorter. they forget about me and i just become a distant memory. i wonder if it's my fault sometimes. but then i realize that people never stay in my life. and there's nothing i can do about it

Selasa, 15 Mei 2012

If This Was a Movie Lyric and Video



Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there

I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinkin' 'bout everythin' we've been through
Maybe I've been goin' back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now, I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you "
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on
I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I say come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I'd take it all back now

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending?
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now

That you'd be here by now

If You Wanna Leave

maaf ya mengganggu, aku malem2 begini mau curhat sebentar (T▽T)


ga tau juga sih mau bilang apa....
*mikir*


..................


*5 menit kemudian*


gini aja deh, gue mau tanya... move on susah kan yah? susah lah yaaa....
hebatnya, ada 1 orang yang bisa bikin gue move on cuma dalam kurun waktu 3 hari, ada loh, hebat banget


tapi di saat gue move on ke dia, dia nya ngilang *crringggg* 
dia bikin gue galau, jauh lebih galau di bandingin dulu sama si B, heran gue juga.............


dengar kabar, dia mau move on (T^T) kayaknya kelamaan nunggu, salah gue sih ga pernah nyadar dari dulu kalo dia suka sama gue, iya emang gue yang salah..... bego bego bego 


ya atuh gimanaaaaaaaaaaaa ya kan baru juga tau sekarang (T^T)


pernah ga sih kalian ngerasain rasanya dicuekin? itu tuh ya....... huuuppppttttttt


yaudah gapapa :')




dear you,


if u wanna leave, just leave me
i'll never ask u to stay here with me
i'll let u go
go! go! go!
be happy there, without me...


sincerely,
the girl who still wants u and really miss the old u

Minggu, 13 Mei 2012

Finally I Found You

*theme song: akhirnya ku menemukan mu-Naff*

Akhirnya kumenemukanmu
Saat hati ini mulai merapuh
Akhirnya kumenemukanmu
Saat raga ini ingin berlabuh



buat seseorang, yang awalnya gue gak kenal dia siapa, yang di awal pertemuan gue di suruh lari 5 keliling lapangan upacara, dan sit up sambil teriak A I U E O, yang juga awalnya dia orang pertama yang ngajarin gue nge-mc.


makasih udah sadarin gue, makasih udah mau sayang sama gue, makasih udah mau nunggu gue...


tapi maaf gue selalu bikin lu kecewa, sering banget


yang akhirnya bikin lu jenuh juga sama gue, bikin lu ngejauh juga, mungkin juga mulai benci sama gue, gak apa-apa....


you need to know that now I feel the same feeling with you, i just miss the old you, really...


jangan ngejauh lagi dong, jangan cuek lagi, jangan jutek lagi, don't ever change please... (⌣́_⌣̀)

Jumat, 11 Mei 2012

*tanpa judul*

bingung sama orang yang susah dibuat percaya, ga pernah konfirmasi atopun klarifikasi, dan ga jelas kabarnya

super tega

Selasa, 08 Mei 2012

for somebody out there



aduh udah lama ya tidak menulis, aku tau kalian kangen sekali padakuuu ƪ(˘ە˘)┐ ƪ(˘ە˘)ʃ ┌(˘ە˘)ʃ 


jadi begini kawan... aku mau curhat, jadi ceritanya aku sudah move on sama seseorang, dia suka sama akuuu dia juga baik ganteng pulaa...


cuma begonya aku pernah bikin dia marah gara-gara masih suka ngebahas si 'B' naaaaaaaaah kawan.... sekarang dia ngejauh, gak tau kenapa... mungkin dia bosen nunggu


padahal nih ya kawan, sekarang aku suka sama dia, suka... banget.... tapinya dianya udah ilang, aku sering dicuekin... (⌣́_⌣̀) 


aku curhat sama teman-teman ku, dan mereka bilang... "jujur aja din.." tapi gimana caranya? sekarang aja dia ngejauh, gimana dong gimanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa??????????


ya sudah aku tulis sebuah surat pake tulisan korea 'hangeul' terus aku share di twitter dan mention ke dia, ini loh kawan....


maap ya ada yang di blur, privacy hahaha



yaaa memang sih hangeul aku itu jelek banget.... namanya juga pemula, iya kan?


kalo ada yang nanya artinya, jawabannya ada di postingan sebelumnya kok


semoga saja dia baca yaaa... amiiiin (ʃ⌣ƪ)

Senin, 07 Mei 2012

죄송합니다

I'm sorry....
it's difficult to say that
I love you, do you still love me?
stay here, please..
because I'll miss you everyday :')

@...